Archive for November, 2008

leftovers

29Nov08

i am a huge fan of leftovers. HUGE FAN.
sometimes i like ordering lots of food at restaurants because i know that i can bring it home and enjoy it later on during the day or have it the next day. even if the food is suppose to be eaten in one day, i will eat [...]


there are many reasons why i feel crushed whenever i am rejected–from anything really.
for one, my pride has been severely poked at and humiliation is always going to follow.
but i think that the main reason why i feel so (let me be a bit dramatic) hopeless whenever i see that i did not get into [...]


i think i was a pretty terrible teenager. er, still am i mean…
once i hit puberty, i transformed into a moody, lame, grumbling (still) short kid with frizzy hair; but that was only when i was with my family.
how my parents managed to deal with me (and still kind of are) is kind of amazing [...]


sometimes i dont understand why people tell me one thing, but then their actions/words say otherwise when conversing to another different person.
if i ask you if i am being a bothersome, please do not say that i am not just so that you wont “hurt” my feelings and then tell someone else that i just [...]


i guess it’s assumed that when you are a “closer friend”, it is expected of you to share more of your secrets to that other close friend or more personal events that have been going on in your life because you know that your friend will listen and care about whatever you have to say [...]


soggy.
i like soggy cereal. yeah that’s right, i just told you that i like my cereal soft and chewy.
it doesnt meant i dont enjoy a bowl of crunchy cereal, but i purposefully let my cereal and milk sit in the cereal bowl for a few minutes before i go diving into it.
being a soggy cereal [...]


i think that’s my lot in life, to be a mom. or a nanny. or a maid.
i can imagine myself as one of those awesome mom’s who are able to make their kids yummy lunches, always have some homemade goodies on the kitchen countertop to snack on, create some bombass sunday dinners and desserts, and [...]


sometimes my dreams are so real that my brain registers taht i am totally dreaming and none of this could be true but it is, so then it must be true. i mean some of these dreams are too real to not be true, they use too many familiar events and play with my emotions [...]


at 1am this morning, my roommates wanted some cupcakes. i made pink velvet cupcakes with pink cream cheese frosting. mmmm…. it was yummy (even if the frosting did look like melted plastic).
i think i could do this for a living. a night time cafe for the nocturnal. haha

mmm….