Archive for June, 2009

BUT i still cant believe how we, as humans, really arent all that different. especially the experiences we go through. you may think that youve been through something that no one else will ever understand, but people definitley have been in your shoes. probably thousands of people have dealt with whatever youve experienced before…which is [...]


cakies

27Jun09

in a week or so, it will be my birthday.
normally, i dont really care about my birthday because it’s just not that big of a deal to me. i seriously feel the same age since i was in first grade. i dont feel any older nor younger, and i guess it should be more of [...]


moving

24Jun09

i detest packing and unpacking. and moving boxes to and fro from the house to the car. the car to the new house. blahhh.
but i guess it’s kind of cool to see whatever trinkets were lost underneath your bed/desk/etc. it’s like finding treasure! and i like throwing stuff away. there’s something nice feeling about throwing [...]


show your dad/father-figure how grateful you are to them that they didn’t stuff you in a shoebox and sold you for $12.
(and if you don’t have a dad, hence “father-figure”! )
i was going to make my dad a cake for father’s day, but unfortunatley at our local church, there was a huge bakesale. i [...]


love

19Jun09

the world needs more of it…
(um, and not just the romantic kind)


i hope that some people can relate to the following pleasures/things i like to do i am going to list (and perhaps add on to..)
-looking through engagement and wedding photos. everyone is dressed nicely, and everyone looks so happy. so happy.
-flossing and then spitting out the blood (yeah, i should floss more…)
-eating really spicy food [...]


i just wasted an hour of my life watching this tv show “magic’s biggest secrets revealed” and feel so cheated. i can no longer ever watch any type of magic trick and being impressed. all of these revealed secrets are so dumb. haha.
anyway, in other news:
i packed and cleaned all day today. it was kind [...]


at first i was kind of bummed that i wouldnt be spending most of my summer in socal because i didnt have any sort of job lined up for me in norcal and i knew that i would probably wouldnt be doing anything. at all.
and im not. i am not doing anything in norcal this [...]


give&take

08Jun09

you know what?
(chicken butt)
no.
yesterday i realized that i should not ever expect anything from anyone, ever. in a million years. even more than a million years…
it’s not that i no longer believe in mankind or dont want my raised hopes to get burned down (to the ground, i just wanted to add that part in [...]


new bangs!!!

06Jun09

im bothered by them already. -_-
the wind blows them all around my face and pokes my eyes. and when i practice i have to clip them up to see the music.
sometimes i am really tempted to wake up in the morning and shave a part of my head.

you tell me i look like a butthole [...]


askjeeves.com

03Jun09

dude, that was one of the first search engines ive ever used…now im on google.com all the time and neva gunna look baaaacckkk..
okay, back to what i meant to write:
If you go to  www.askjeeves.com and type in “21 deep questions”, one of the most popular searches that pop up IS MY BLOG. HEHE.
well, it links [...]


that sounds really stupid to say/write…
but it’s true. i mean, i really do enjoy being sincerely nice to people, even if i feel grumpy. i guess you can say that im being somewhat selfish because im feeding off self gratification high that i get from being cheerful to other people/from doing favors for them without [...]