Archive for October, 2009

the lemon tree

27Oct09

this is another litttle story that i wrote for my fiction writing class. i have to say, this was a tough process. i knew what i wanted the story to vaguely be about, but the characters kept on taking me elsewhere. but i think we found a good medium
i realized that after writing the [...]


 
Sometimes I find myself sittin’ back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin’
And I remember when you started callin’ me your miss’s
All the play fightin’, all the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don’t why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend [...]


gar…

23Oct09

sometimes i think i judge people too harshly.
not in a physical sense…but like….hmm..
for example:
i feel like people should not treat me badly just because they are mad about something else that i wasnt part of at all. it’s not fair for them to pour their anger out on me when i didnt do anything. i [...]


gee i feel like ive been so mia lately..especially once school started.
no more free time
i dont have time to watch the few tv shows i watch on hulu.com. i dont have time to hang with my homieG’s. i dont have time to cook delicious food. I GOTZ NO TIMEZZ
im kind of [...]


i do NOT like being a backup. 
i do not want to be your sloppy seconds.
i do not like being an afterthought.
i do not want to be ignored one second and then getting the opposite treatment the next.
 
please, i deserve more then that. 
 
 

green curry is duh bomb. and so is carl’s jr coupons!


why do i enjoy cooking/baking/making creations out of food so much?
because it is seriously a way for me to show people how much i love and care for them!
as cheesy as that sounds, it really is true (mm cheese).
it’s really hard for me to make something and to keep it to myself. i wanttttttttt to [...]


it’s amazing what the lengths people would go for others.
er lemme rephrase that (just in case that last statement didnt apply to you…).
it’s amazing at the lengths i would go for people.
no no no im not talking about the “good wonderful magical” things i do so that i can fish out as many comments out [...]


for some reason i thought that this basil plant would be different. that this plant would thrive under my love&care. 

oh well, life goes on eh?


i don’t know what’s gotten into me right now–i feel like a real pile of poo. fresh stinking poo on a crispy green lawn. i feel drained and im not even half way into all of the things i have to get accomplished by today. my mood is all moody. i have so many different [...]


i dislike it whenever people complain about their smile. 
go to a mirror and practice man!
nothing worth having is easy. 
oh, unless it’s free food. then that is worth it hands down all of duh timeeee!
 
in other news:
i fell off of my skateboard a few days ago. -__-
two people (at least) saw me fall from behind and [...]


whenever i am in a sitting position, i always pick at my toes.
always.
serious.
always.
i think i picked it up from my dad and my brother because they are always picking at their toes too. but it is seriously really difficult to stop. i mean, it’s not like im chewing the toenails off of my toe…im just [...]


sometimes i think why do people have to travel to 3rd world countries in order to have an “eye opening” experience? why do people have to travel to a different part of the world to remind themselves how good they have it in their own home? why do people have to constantly go to mexico [...]