summery summer

23Aug10

ive never had a busy summer such as this one.

it’s weird to know that people are slowly moving back to their respective schools to begin their classes once again.

it’s weird to know that im starting my last year.

it’s weird to know that what i thought i wanted to do 6months back have completely changed.

WHY. WHY?!?!

unfortunately i am freaking out a little bit. i cant help but agonize the month i have left of summer because that means that im going to have to really start thinking about my future/school soon. /sigh…
sometimes i kind of dont know why college and school and stuff is crammed into only 4 years. why is it that we are pressured to instantly go from high school to college to graduate school to more schooling and then a job? why!? i mean, why cant it be that we could just take a couple months or years off after high school or college to see what we want to do. i mean, i know that some people do need to go from high school to college or from college to grad school or else they just wont go back to school. but i know that i want to explore..a lot of other things. but i really feel like i cant do a lot of the things that i am interested in because of time and because it’s not encouraged. gahhh time time time time timeeeee

well, in other news:

today i went to the dmv and only waited 2.5 hours.