Archive for the 'thoughts to take note of' Category

…sometimes, i feel like people assume that i was always the way i am.
er. that didnt really make sense. at all.
rephrase: sometimes, i feel like people think that i have always been this outspoken, outgoing, opinionated person. i think that people may assume that ive always been the type to be able to confront people, [...]


i used to be too shy to stand up for anything. whether it was to raise my hand that i wanted chocolate milk instead of regular 1% milk during recess, or to tell someone how i feel. i kind of just agreed with everything and became one of those people who follow everyone else around regardless of [...]


hmm’s&hobbies

21Sep09

sometimes i feel that “liking” a certain passion that you have isnt enough for you to pursue a profession in it. yeah you can enjoy painting, but that just doesnt cut it if you want to become a professional painter, if you want to do big things with it. i guess you can argue that [...]


i am a really lazy person. i am seriously probably one of the most laziest people that you will ever meet–in fact, i have to battle with myself every day just to look up and say hi and wave my hand to people. if i was having a rather lazy day, i will not say [...]


embarrassment

31Jul09

you know what i love most about babies? besides their silly cuddly faces/actions, i love how the are so easily able to react to whatever is around them.
for example:
when an adult is hurt, they will probably not try to throw their heads back and start wailing and crying. they will most likely try to bite [...]


but you know what is really silly? and by silly, i mean stupid?
when people say:
OmG, i cannot beeleeeve dat i saw some1 SMOKING in a HYBRID CARRRRR.
zeeohemgee, i cant buhreeve that i saw sumwun SMOKE while pushing a BABY STROLLER.
ohmahgash, i kent beereeve zat i saw someone11one1 play their WIND INSTRUMENT, and then light up [...]


abrasive

11Jul09

choose your words carefully.
it is SO easy to just throw words at someone to sound smart/loving/wise/annoyed/etc.
there are only oh so many words that can describe a specific type of characteristic/feeling; so when people start to exploit those words, then that word starts to sound cheap, and desensitized to whoever is listening.
and if you are going [...]


reputation

09Jul09

it is kind of amazing how a couple words gossiped about that one person can change how those who choose to listen and believe those words, view that person.
(pause)
it’s as if people are no longer capable of thinking and judging for themselves and would rather blindly agree with whatever is being discussed about this one [...]


BUT i still cant believe how we, as humans, really arent all that different. especially the experiences we go through. you may think that youve been through something that no one else will ever understand, but people definitley have been in your shoes. probably thousands of people have dealt with whatever youve experienced before…which is [...]


give&take

08Jun09

you know what?
(chicken butt)
no.
yesterday i realized that i should not ever expect anything from anyone, ever. in a million years. even more than a million years…
it’s not that i no longer believe in mankind or dont want my raised hopes to get burned down (to the ground, i just wanted to add that part in [...]


the one thing i really dislike about the internet is how people interpret texts.
ive realized that no, people are not going to always read things the way you meant it. people can always take whatever you wrote oh so differently then what you meant, and that saying that you didnt mean for someone to read [...]


did you know that EVERY asian girl wants to open up her own bakery/coffee place/cafe/crap?
EVERY
ASIAN
GIRL.
all of them say that they lovvvvveeeeeee to bake and make food.
all of them take pictures of their stupid desserts that they made.
all of them start to whine about how they want to quit school and go to culinary school so [...]


sometimes i think people complicate extremely simple concepts.
such as losing weight.
all you really need to do is exercise, eat healthy, and bam you should see some positive results. you dont need any of this pill taking, “special” food intake, etc.
i mean, i guess you can eat those “losing weight” type of food that comes in [...]


talent

06May09

sometimes i wonder what people really mean when they say “so-and-so has lots of talent” or when they say the opposite of that.
whenever i see someone who has basically perfect at whatever their job/career is, i think that yes they are talented, but i also automatically think of all the hard work they must have [...]


even though i KNOW that all these people who have made a name for themselves in the world (whether it’s being a doctor, researcher, musician, actor, etc) worked extremely hard to do so, sometimes i feel like they didnt.
it’s so easy to think: they’re just good at what they do. they’re just really talented. they [...]


i like to make up scenarios about the people around me whenever i get bored. i pretend that the group of old men still believe that they are 25yearolds stuck in 45yearold bodies and that they are going to hit u the clubs after eating sushi. or those two girls and one guy eating together [...]


friends

10Apr09

ive always been timid about telling my friends about whatever i was struggling with or stressed out about because i never wanted to burden them. it made me feel guilty just thinking about calling a friend up to tell him/her how terrible i was feeling because i felt like an inconvinience to them.
the past few [...]


i have already decided that i am not going to befriend my future children as a friend, at least not at first.
i really believe that if you want your children to grow up into good, law abiding people, you cannot try to be their friend, and that it is NOT your job to do so [...]


Time&Patience

06Apr09

I’ve never really noticed how much i respect a person until they start to mess with my time. i begin to get pretty flustered and annoyed whenever a friend shows up late for an appointment that they made with me and do not bother to contact me that they will be late. Or when they are [...]


(warning: long entry)
1. unexpectations
…is that a word?…. i think ive written that question before..
anyway,
most of the times i can collect myself pretty well whenever something surprising is thrown my way. ei. embarrassing moments, different/strange statements/questions, a crack in the sidewalk (this one not so much), change of plans, etc.
however,
if something is wayyy too unexpected then [...]