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thank you for putting up with my craziness and abusive behavior for the past couple of weeks.
thank you stomach for working all night to digest the food that i ate at 3am.
thank you feet for walking everywhere.
thank you legs for not breaking whenever i fall (which is all duh time).
thank you eyes for not going [...]


okay. i will really seriously go in depth about how amazing my thanksgiving weekend was…but i have way too many things to do from now until …the end of life…. 
haha.
err, from now until the end of this quarter (for now at least. i can worry about other things later). 
 


whenever i get a question that asks me for “my strengths & weaknesses”, i seriously, truly, really do get stumped at the latter part of the question.
NOT BECAUSE I DONT THINK I HAVE ANY WEAKNESSES.
i know that i have a lot.
but i have a lot of trouble answer that question because i feel like right [...]


in all honestly, i really like crying.
if i could, i would cry everyday.
i remember doing it when i was really little (around 3rd grade?) at night right before i fell asleep on my bed. it was kind of a strange nightly ritual i did to lull myself to sleep….and it’s not like i was sad [...]


burping

16Nov09

i am frequently around wonderful lady friends. and a few weeks ago, i realized that there is something that i dont really do that they do all the time. 
they burp. all. the. time. 
it’s actually quite amazing. 
im not too sure how they can do this without such..effort. 
i, on the other hand, have realized that i seriously [...]


so i actually dont really like cooking/baking with other people unless i know that for sure that other person knows how to bake/cook because let’s face it…most of the time, the other person doesnt know what in the heck to do.
whenever someone asks me if there is anything they can do to help, what they [...]


whenever i hear someone tell me that they find classical music boring (or…i guess i should say instrumental music starting from the year 1000-now) or that they don’t really listen to it, it’s lame, or basically anything negative about…i truly feel bad for them. i truly feel sorry for them.
why?
first of all, the music that [...]


sick

01Nov09

i caught a cold last week. 
last week.
and it’s STILL HERE. gaheira;ejdsf
 
normally, a cold last 1-2 days. normally i am feeling pretty darn fine by the next day. but no, this bug will not leave me. 
and i got my roommate sick.
no one wants to hang out with us because we are sick human beings with new [...]


 
Sometimes I find myself sittin’ back and reminiscing
Especially when I have to watch other people kissin’
And I remember when you started callin’ me your miss’s
All the play fightin’, all the flirtatious disses
I’d tell you sad stories about my childhood
I don’t why I trusted you but I knew that I could
We’d spend [...]


gar…

23Oct09

sometimes i think i judge people too harshly.
not in a physical sense…but like….hmm..
for example:
i feel like people should not treat me badly just because they are mad about something else that i wasnt part of at all. it’s not fair for them to pour their anger out on me when i didnt do anything. i [...]


gee i feel like ive been so mia lately..especially once school started.
no more free time
i dont have time to watch the few tv shows i watch on hulu.com. i dont have time to hang with my homieG’s. i dont have time to cook delicious food. I GOTZ NO TIMEZZ
im kind of [...]


i do NOT like being a backup. 
i do not want to be your sloppy seconds.
i do not like being an afterthought.
i do not want to be ignored one second and then getting the opposite treatment the next.
 
please, i deserve more then that. 
 
 

green curry is duh bomb. and so is carl’s jr coupons!


why do i enjoy cooking/baking/making creations out of food so much?
because it is seriously a way for me to show people how much i love and care for them!
as cheesy as that sounds, it really is true (mm cheese).
it’s really hard for me to make something and to keep it to myself. i wanttttttttt to [...]


it’s amazing what the lengths people would go for others.
er lemme rephrase that (just in case that last statement didnt apply to you…).
it’s amazing at the lengths i would go for people.
no no no im not talking about the “good wonderful magical” things i do so that i can fish out as many comments out [...]


for some reason i thought that this basil plant would be different. that this plant would thrive under my love&care. 

oh well, life goes on eh?


i don’t know what’s gotten into me right now–i feel like a real pile of poo. fresh stinking poo on a crispy green lawn. i feel drained and im not even half way into all of the things i have to get accomplished by today. my mood is all moody. i have so many different [...]


i dislike it whenever people complain about their smile. 
go to a mirror and practice man!
nothing worth having is easy. 
oh, unless it’s free food. then that is worth it hands down all of duh timeeee!
 
in other news:
i fell off of my skateboard a few days ago. -__-
two people (at least) saw me fall from behind and [...]


whenever i am in a sitting position, i always pick at my toes.
always.
serious.
always.
i think i picked it up from my dad and my brother because they are always picking at their toes too. but it is seriously really difficult to stop. i mean, it’s not like im chewing the toenails off of my toe…im just [...]


i lie a lot

29Sep09

i dont lie about things that are related to me, for example i dont tell people that i am 5′6″ and 167lbs (and i’m not too sure why i would lie about something like that). i dont tell people that i got a A- on that one test when i really got a C. when [...]


i am really bad at writing. i thought i was somewhat good,okay, a litttttle bit above average. but after writing a short beginning of a story for my fiction writing class, i realize how terrible i am at being creative, and how terrible the quality of my writing is.
it’s like reading a story from a [...]